Monday, June 8, 2009

Aye, There Be Treasures In That There Chest II


His name is Will.

Sad as I am to say I have fallen for this one. It will do me no good, I would think I'd have learned. However, when you have days like this one, I am given pause to wonder, what if...

Week ago last Friday... Typical day in most respects. I was doing work on the computer when my cell phone rings. It's Will, which instantly puts a smile on my face. I do like this man, more than I should, more than will ever be returned, I'm sure.

Hey, whats up... Well did I remember saying last Wednesday or was it even last week after the Dinner and a Movie with John, Deli and Denise... that we should hang out and go to the movies ourselves. Well, yes, actually I did remember, but such events like that get planned and the days come and go as Will forgets or is just so busy with life there that I'm not remembered.

I guess Will either remembered or needed to get out of the house. He called, was I available, could we go out. I looked around, got dressed and was out the door 15 minutes later. I really wasn't doing anything totally important. I got in the car and drove to Will's house. 55 minutes by the way, it takes to get there with moderate traffic.

Pulling into the driveway I somehow get the desire to get out and go to the door. Not sure why, guess I don't want to be just be that guy that doesn't go in or meets the family. Mom and I are very well known to each other. I was a good guy once until the ex bf got involved in my life - it's amazing the poison people can be when they are hateful.

I come to the door, open the outer door, Mom opens the inner door, I step in. Instantly these two little dogs come right to me. Will tells me later I moved too fast and they were set on the warpath. Bite... Bite... OUCH... these two little warriors bit into my fingers both of them, both hands. Will is ready, Mom gives the "be back by 11 PM" rather sternly and we are out the door. Seems when I bring Will home at midnight, 1 am, 2 am, the dogs bark as he enters, waking everyone up... Oops..

We had discussed going to the Movies. It was already 5:30 PM and we had to be home by 11 PM. That did not leave much time to see a movie, spend time with him and get him home on time. We headed the back way to Waterville, it's always nice having Will riding with me!!

Once in Waterville we checked the times, we just missed the starting of UP. Most all the other movie start times would put us too late to get him back home on time. So, we went for a drive. We stopped into Staples and saw Alan working, he said to call Bruce and go over to see their new office. So we did. Bruce is a friend I met at Just Guys. He met 24yo Alan online from Ohio. They seem to be having a model relationship or at least I hope it is.

We spent about an hour or so there talking to Bruce, seeing the new office and just talking. Taking pics of Will now and then, I do love that part!!

Will wanted to see a porn shop. We'd talked about that on the way up from his house. Bruce suggested taking in the new and improved Treasure Chest II. That was the one I was thinking of taking Will to. It had been recently redone, brighter with more things in it.

We pull into the parking lot and park. I'm only slightly nervous, porn shops are not my stock and trade, but I had to be the older, wiser man here for the newcomer Will. It's not like I've never been into a porn shop, just that I don't need them...

We got out of the car and walked up to the door. Nice big sign on the side of the building, and a couple of windows... those are new... used to be just a big rectangular cement block building. I let Will go through first, this being his first experience with such places. I'm a bit taken back upon entering, I'd not been there since the remodeling. They really have improved the place. There is more space on the sales floor, more products, in actual aisles, with brighter lights. Gone is the check out counter a bit over two feet from the door - I always thought it was too close - really bottlenecked people entering and leaving.

We must have walked each and every aisle, looking at just about every male product and some female. They have them mixed which I guess helps them with placement and inventory. Will was a kid in the candy shop. He was looking at everything, taking it all in. There were dildos, butt plugs, feather dusters, beer chuggers, skimpy g-strings, edible underwear, toys for play, toys for fun and a lot of videos. I will have to remember the things he keyed in on, two that come to mind was a nice rainbow necklace and one of the smaller dildos... purple - probably for me as he knows purple is a fave color of mine.

I will never forget and always remember when we got to the end of that last aisle before the black curtained doorway to out back... Will turns to me and asks "Can we go back there." It was just precious and I'll always remember it. Out back there are nine booths. I didn't know it at the time, but I now know more than I might ever want to about the booths - thanks to my long time friend Vance having been there a fair bit. He's been there enough to know what booths are what.

As you enter the outback area, I noticed two signs that I found humorous... "No Loitering" kinda counter productive to that kind of area... people wait for others they may want to play with. Another, which I found odd at the time, but understand it so much as I left "Do Not Leave Anything On The Floor" :)

As you walk into this area there are two booths immediately to your left. The booths are built on a square concept, two booths on one side, two on the other. It was 1 and 2 and then around the corner to 3 and 4. 1 & 4 and 2 & 3 are connected by a glory hole. Back in the day they were all connected by glory holes. Will found #6 open and unoccupied. 5 thru 8 were built on the same concept except that they were connected by fog glass. Pressing a switch either defogged or fogged the glass to make the other booth visible or not. #9 is a bigger booth for two people to play in.

Will eagerly went into #6. I stood at the doorway, not knowing if he wanted to spend time in there or was just checking it out. Will sat down at the far edge of the small bench seat. These booths are not made for two :) Will asks do I have any 1s. I do not, but I do have some money he can get broken. He rushes out to get the change, returning rather quickly. Will gets back in, and I get in too, close and lock the door. It's a small space. The back wall as this little bench seat on it. One side has the door, the other side has this 2' wide by 1.5' high white glass. On the front wall is this flat screen tv monitor with buttons off to the right side and a dollar bill feeder.

Will slips a one into the feeder and the tv turns on. It's straight porn of course. Will presses the channel changer button until he finds some gay porn to watch. I can see he is horny by the buldge in his pants. Will is basically standing or sitting on my knee throughout as the booth is so small.

I reach for his belt and unzip his pants. Out pops his 7 inch hard cock so lovely and inviting. He sits on my knee and I start to stroke him and be very tactile over his skin. We are watching the porn... Ok Will is watching the porn, I'm more interested in Will. All the while there is this tap tap tap and repeat on the fog glass coming from the booth next door. The porn ends, another dollar goes in. Will sees the DEFOG button and REALLY wants to press it. He asks what will it do, what does it mean.

I explain to him that the glass is the type where an electric current is passed through to make the window either fog up or defog. Pressing the button will make the window go clear. He really wants to press it. I'm against it for a whole host of reasons, the least of which I tell him. There is probably an old guy next to us watching straight porn...

"I'm gonna press it" Will keeps saying, so finally I give in and say go ahead and try it. Sure enough there is this white haired, elder gentleman watching straight porn playing with himself. I lean over just enough to know that and I returned to playing with Will. It was a HUGE let down for Will and he presses the DEFOG button rather quickly. It does nothing since the window is defogged already. Thankfully the older guy doesn't like watching two gay guys getting off watching gay porn so he fogs up the window from his side...

The timer goes off on the second dollar and we put in another. Will is really getting into the whole thing. The place, the adventure, his first time, he is hard as a rock. I stand him up and slide his jeans and underwear to his ankles... and he is right there at my face... so I did what any self-respecting gay man would do... I took him in my mouth and enjoyed him. It did not take long being in a porn shop, in a booth, with gay porn running, his clothes half off, with me sucking his cock... he shot. Before he did, he was the sweetest guy. He paused, put his hands on me to let me know to stop and asked if I swallow. Normally I do not, but reference above, I've fallen for this guy, and when I fall, I fall hard and do things I might not normally do...

Will unloaded into my mouth and I took every drop. Both of us a bit out of breath and flustered, we took a moment to compose ourselves as the second porn timer ran out. I paused longer to watch Will pull up his underwear and jeans and look beautiful again. After putting ourselves back together, we unlocked the booth and stepped out. There was like one guy out there "loitering" when we entered, as we left there were 3-4 guys hanging around. Will paused at the restroom out in the store part and I waited by the door.

A nice cool night it was 10 PM by then. Upon reaching the car, I just leaned up against the passenger door and pulled Will into me. We made out, we kissed, we held, we enjoyed each other for what was several minutes. THIS is what I enjoy in life. Having a man to enjoy the small things. There is nothing more powerful in love than a simple kiss. To hold a hott man and kiss him is so powerful and so very amazing to me. I never get enough of it!!

We figured we had just enough time to hit McDonalds for some food and get on the road to getting Will home by 11 PM. I didn't want to leave that position, being there holding him in the cool night air, but we had to go. Stopped at McDonalds, got four McChickens a large fries and a milk for Will. Before Deli and John left for home that last weekend she gave me a 10 spot to buy some coca cola with. I figured three bucks on the videos and seven on food, it was money well spent.

As we hit the road we ate our sandwiches and then Will fed me fries and had some himself. Again something so simple as that is amazing in a man to do for another. Since I was driving he was handing me food right into my mouth, lovely!!

We talked about his experience and all was good. We got back to his place at 10:56 PM. We got out and made out for a couple minutes before he had to go inside.

55 minutes to home... thinking about the fun night... thinking about all we did in 5 and a half hours!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Friends In Crisis...

It's so damn difficult to help those that shut you out. All I can do is ride the waves of this mess and be there when he gets done and realizes he had a good friend he pushed away.

He met him, him was all he would talk about, all he would spend time with. Him had involvements so he now had involvements, volunteer work and things that took he away from his friends and obligations.

Look for work, he couldn't do that, him needed he beside him always. Puppy dog eyes and where is that leash!!

I feel for he... I got texts, angry, angry texts... I could see the fear, the helplessness, in a relationship that is sooo good it hurts. He's a bottom now, NEVER before has he been, because him is more dominant???

It will end, gay relationships never last they say. Maybe then I'll get my friend back...

Maybe...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Oil Changes Life...

Oh a day in the life starts out early... The Baron needed an oil change and has for about 3,000 miles, just one of those things you put off because you are busy doing other things and where can I spend $35 better elsewhere. Knowing they'd not be too busy I rolled over about 10:30 AM to my mechanics. They looked at the docket and the time and said you free right now...

Of course they are good, they have handled all the family's cars since back when Ken was working at the old Chevrolet dealership. Dad likes people he knows and has known for years, so when I got my first car, he took me over to the Irishes and I've been taking our vehicles and my cars there ever since. Granted back then the Labor Per Hour was MUCH cheaper...

So Ken finds a loose Tie Rod... Tony does an estimate... Ken says Tie Rods should be around $40... Tony's estimate... I go to the bottom line - $175 for everything... Yeah, I'm driving easy for a while on that one...

Got the mail, watched the Three Netflixs... Pirates of Silicon Valley, The Times Of Harvey Milk and Torchwood... Don't even try to understand how I do that list. I rarely have a plan just try to mix up the genres so its not all heavy or not all light, with a mix of comedy and sci fi all over the place...

I took some time at the paint table and painted the "Welcome" side of the boards I stained the other day. They will be ready when I get back from my Wednesday away to be painted with the funny sayings for the next event. After painting and I knew the house was clear I took some food stuffs down to prep for the next week's food. Long story there, but I like to have it prepped and ready for when I desire to eat.

I have a homophobic brother. he's an ass, I call him putz. Since Mom's passing he has been uber ass, super putz. Right after her passing we three men in this house did what we had to to survive. If I made a meal I washed all the dishes if they were mine or not. putz, if he washed the dishes would wash his and Dad's but not mine, he'd leave those. If I left dishes in the dryer he would take them out and hide them. he's an ass, what can I say. I found several of my cups and dishes today that I've used... so I decided to put one of his glasses there... One of those I know where you've been putting them thing... OMG did that light a hellstorm...

he went whining to Dad and I got yelled at for "hiding his glasses" hahahahahaaa childish I know, welcome to the world of FREE RENT... you get to put up with mental anguish... Still it's free rent!!!

Now here is the kicker... Dad thinks putz can do no wrong and that I always seem to be picking on him... OMG... I called him delusional... and said WHATEVER a lot... He lives in that little world and can't or doesn't want to see what is really going on. For the most part I don't live in their world, I interact with either of them very little... The kicker is that not 10 minutes after that little yelling session, Dad says we need to go get supplies in the morning and asks me a question about his glass he is using.. is it cracked... AS IF NOTHING JUST HAPPENED....

We have a saying in this family.... Something Happens, Something Is Said, And Life Goes On!!!
Literally!!

Anyhoo...
Today was so nice I pulled Baron out and gave him a wash. Cousin Faye knew how I liked to keep the company van cleaned and looking sharp. She sent up car cleaning supplies and materials to me for Christmas the first year I had Baron. We all wondered how she knew I got a new car... Well she didn't she was thinking I'd use it on the Van. When she came to visit last summer she took one look at Baron and said "oooo whose car is that" When explained it was mine she was impressed and liked it.

PT Cruisers are a like or hate club... I've found very few that are just okay with them.

Baron being clean, I took out my walking stick that I keep in the back of Baron and went on a walkabout. I must have been gone 20-25 minutes. I walked all over the property in a large circle that really got a look at everything... all green and good!!

Steve was on tonight... Might be having a meeting with him tomorrow... Too early to call it a date... He has a tendency not to show up... That's Okay, for him I'll wait... I have so far with no issue...

Ok I'm done time to sleep!!

Friday, May 8, 2009

Busy Day In The Neighborhood...

One of the things I enjoy it talking with people. It can get me in trouble tho. I met this new man, Ryan, and he has been working my mind over the past couple nights. Long discussions well into the early morning hours. Its' been a journey of discovery, both of myself and of him. It was enjoyable but consumed me and my sleep time.

So today, had a delivery to the coast to make. Got up and 830 AM and have been on the go ever since. But I stated no matter what I'd be in bed by 9 PM to catch up on my sleep. Here I sit watching the 11 PM News.... Oh well... 4 AM will still come early tomorrow....

Made a delivery, made money... spent some... got gas.. $2.21 at Valero in Newport UGH it's going up again...

Since today's business delivery was from the family business Dad came along so we stopped here and there for him. One stop was at our car dealer we have used for the past three vans. He tried to talk Dad into a Truck... he is thinking it over...

Home again finally 3 PM... Six hours and counting... Start to pack the van again for tomorrow's event in Bangor... Putting together new stuff, tagging, inventory... There packed finally

Four O'clock.. Uncle Lawrence comes down and we three chat, him Dad and I. In the middle of that I realize that John and Deli are coming up this weekend and she needs work to do. So as we all keep talking I get to work prepping her work so she will just roll right into it when she gets here.

Five O'Clock... Lets not forget to make Chili for tomorrow... If we don't sell anything we ALWAYS eat well. It started out as a group of us, four, that all brought something... well only two of us remain, but we bring good food.

By the time I get it all done and a phone call out of the way and my own dinner done and ready I hear the last of the 630 PM National News... It's Seven O'Clock....

The rest of the night is spent prepping my business packets and talking with friends and writing letters in support of Just Guys...

DAMN busy day..

Sleep calls me now!!

Taking the Road Less Travelled...

I met this man named Paul... He got me thinking on a lot of things... I'm glad we talk, I've learned a lot of things.. Like taking time to write... This I will have to do more of!!